MY THOUGHTS

MY DESTINYS THOUGHTS

2006-05-10T05:43:00.000-07:00

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"DESTINYS VISION"

"WITHIN OUR DREAMS WE ARE GUIDED"

"DESTINY AT MY DOORSTEP"

"WAITING"

"HEAVY HEART "

"BLANK STARE"

"PROTECTOR"

"DREAM"

"A DECEPTION"

"UNTITLED"

"A TRUE LOVE"

"THE DEMONS THAT HAUNT ME

LYRICS TO "HIGHER"

2006-03-03T18:32:00.000-08:00

lyrics to "higher" by Creed (destiny's song of faith)

When I'm dreaming I'm guided to another world Time and time again

At sunrise I fight to stay asleep

Cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place Cause there's a hunger, a longing to escape

From the life I live when I'm awake

So lets go there

Let's make our escape Come on let's go there

Let's ask can we stay?

Can you take me higher?

To a place where blind men see

Can you take me higher?

To a place with golden streets

Although I would like our world to change

It helps me to appreciate

Those nights and those dreams

But my friend I'd sacrifice all those nights

If I could make the earth and my dreams the same

The only difference is

To let love replace all our hate

So lets go there

Lets make our escape

Come on Lets go there

lets ask can we stay

Up high I feel like I'm alive for the very first time Said up high I'm strong enough to take these dreams

And make them mine

DESTINYS VISION

2006-03-01T22:18:00.000-08:00

Suddenly, not understanding why
I'm taken in another direction
I see a vision
Understanding the words
The meaning hidden beneath
A long breathe out
Relief fills my soul
I'm not alone
Drifting off to sleep
Dreaming of my destiny
Which road to take
When the day comes
When my destiny begins once again.

SYMPATHY FOR THE DEVIL (ROLLING STONES)

2006-03-01T15:56:00.000-08:00

Please allow me to introduce myself

I'm a man of wealth and taste

I've been around for long, long years

Stole many man's soul and faith

And I was 'round when Jesus Christ

Had his moment of doubt and pain

Made damn sure that Pilate

Washed his hands and sealed his fate

Pleased to meet you

Hope you guess my name

But what's puzzling you

Is the nature of my game

I stuck around St. Petersburg

When I saw it was a time for a change

Killed the tsar and his ministers

Anastasia screamed in vain

I rode a tank Held a general's rank

Whe the blitzkrieaged

And the bodies stank

Pleased to meet you

Hope you guess my name, oh yeah

Ah, what's puzzling you

Is the nature of my game,

oh yeah

(woo woo, woo woo)

I watched with glee

While your kings and queens

Fought for ten decades

For the gods they made

(woo woo, woo woo)

I shouted out,

"Who killed the Kennedys?"

When after all

It was you and me

(who who, who who)

Let me please introduce myself

I'm a man of wealth and taste

And I laid traps for troubadours

Who get killed before they reached Bombay

(woo woo, who who)

Pleased to meet you

Hope you guessed my name, oh yeah (who who)

But what's puzzling you

Is the nature of my game,

oh yeah, get down, baby

(who who, who who)

Pleased to meet you

Hope you guessed my name, oh yeah

But what's confusing you

Is just the nature of my game

(woo woo, who who)

Just as every cop is a criminal

And all the sinners saints

As heads is tails

Just call me Lucifer

'Cause I'm in need of some restraint

(who who, who who)

So if you meet me

Have some courtesy

Have some sympathy, and some taste (woo woo)

Use all your well-learned politesse

Or I'll lay your soul to waste, um yeah

(woo woo, woo woo)

Pleased to meet you

Hope you guessed my name, um yeah (who who)

But what's puzzling you

Is the nature of my game, um mean it, get down (woo woo, woo woo)

Woo, who Oh yeah, get on down

Oh yeah Oh yeah!

(woo woo)

Tell me baby, what's my name

Tell me honey, can ya guess my name

Tell me baby, what's my name

I tell you one time, you're to blame

What's my name

Tell me, baby, what's my name

Tell me, sweetie, what's my name

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SONG LYRICS AND LINKS

2006-03-01T14:34:00.000-08:00

EMINEM

"LOSE YOURSELF"

Look, if you had one shot,one opportunity

To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment

Would you capture it or just let it slip?

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy

There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti

He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready

To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin

What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud

He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out

He's chokin, how everybody's jokin now

The clock's run out, time's up over, bloah!

Snap back to reality,

Oh there goes gravity

Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked

He's so mad, but he won't give up that

Easy, no

He won't have it , he knows his whole back's to these ropes

It don't matter, he's dope

He knows that, but he's broke

He's so stagnant he knows

When he goes back to his mobile home, that's when it's

Back to the lab again y'know

This whole rap shit

He better go capture this moment and hope it don't pass him

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment

You own it, bitch you better never let it go HOE

You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow

This opportunity comes once in a lifetime you betta

Lose yourself in the music, the moment

You own it, bitch you better never let it go HOE

You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow

This opportunity comes once in a lifetime you betta

his soul's escaping, through this hole that it's gaping

This world is mine for the taking

Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order

A normal life is borin, but superstardom's close to post mortem

It only grows harder, only grows hotter

He blows it's all over these hoes is all on him

Coast to coast shows, he's known as the globetrotter

Lonely roads, God only knows

He's grown farther from home, he's no father

He goes home and barely knows his own daughter

But hold your nose cuz here goes the cold water

His hoes don't want him no mo, he's cold product

They moved on to the next schmoe who flows

He nose dove and sold nada

So the soap opera is told and unfolds

I suppose it's old partna', but the beat goes on

Da da dum da dum da da

No more games,

I'ma change what you call rage

Tear this mothafuckin roof off like 2 dogs caged

I was playin in the beginnin, the mood all changed

I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage

But I kept rhymin and stepwritin the next cypher

Best believe somebody's payin the pied piper

All the pain inside amplified by the fact

That I can't get by with my 9 to 5

And I can't provide the right type of life for my family

Cuz man, these goddam food stamps don't buy diapers

And it's no movie, there's no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life

And these times are so hard and it's getting even harder

Tryin to feed and water my seed, plus

See dishonor caught up between being a father and a prima donna

Baby mama drama's screamin on and

Too much for me to wanna

Stay in one spot, another day of monotony

Has gotten me to the point, I'm like a snail

I've got to formulate a plot fore

I end up in jail or shot

Success is my only mothafuckin option, failure's not

Mom, I love you, but this trailer's got to go

I cannot grow old in Salem's lot

So here I go is my shot

Feet fail me not cuz maybe the only opportunity that I got

You can do anything you set your mind to, man

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WITHIN OUR DREAMS WE ARE GUIDED

2006-02-22T08:01:00.000-08:00

Before you realize, another twist of fate happens. You see an image or have a feeling but you don't know what it is. Look within to understand, notice the feeling at that moment. It is this whisper that is guiding you.

"IT IS WITHIN OUR DREAMS WE ARE GUIDED"

You must decide, which way that whisper blows.
We are distracted by the world around us
Filling your ears, your eyes.

Everywhere you turn
You see them distracting you, but unaware
The pain inside created by those around
Hiding in the shadows
Deception awaits, to comfort the weak

But within lies strength
As we gain knowledge
Leading us to happiness

THE DEMON'S THAT HAUNT ME

2006-02-17T19:39:00.000-08:00

It’s only me that makes my own pain
My weakness of love and forgiveness is so great

I believe when you tell me
this time will be different but then they come back again

The demons that haunt me

My heart breaks each time when I see your distance

I hear your thoughts that look in your eyes
I’ve seen so many times before

So it is only my self that can decide my own fate
If the path is through darkness, and the pain I create

A TRUE LOVE

2006-02-17T06:14:00.000-08:00

I look in his eyes and what do I see
A kind hearted soul looking back at me

Craving the sun
As our souls become one

We run like the wind
As fast as we can

Never wanting to stop;

Not even for

the love of a man.

UNTITLED

2006-02-16T06:25:00.000-08:00

I think right now I need time to be alone. I feel a distance from you I can’t explain. You might be here in my presence as your voice is in my ear, but your eyes and thoughts are fading elsewhere.I spoke words to you and did not yell or bark but spoke about lies and deception and that every choice you make may change the path you follow. Sometimes souls have to give up the most precious things in their lives to find peace, no matter what the pain is.
If I feel I’m being deceived or humiliated, the forgiveness is harder to find, the torment becomes to great
If I feel I’m being respected with honesty of the truths behind the lies, the forgiveness is easy to bare, and true happiness is found.
We all must listen to our inner visions of fear, it is the guide in a flash of what might become, but only you can deceiver it.

A DECEPTION

2006-02-16T06:16:00.000-08:00

As I lay awake fear fills my heart,
Darkness surrounding me

Seeking to find a protector
Somewhere within my soul
Someone to listen, but speaking no words

I open myself up
And to my amazement
I find the one I trusted
has deceived me once again.

I lay awake filled once more
with pain of deception,
Fearing the trust I gave,
will lead me into another hell.

dedicated to all the souls that surronded me in the time of fear

DREAM

2006-02-16T06:13:00.000-08:00

I had a dream, a dream of warmth filling my heart
joyous sounds all around me
smiling people,
newborn babies..

I feel a breeeze

As I turn , a sudden change
a black hole envelopes my eyes,
a shawdow of a hand reaches through,
and comforts me along the way.

PART 5 OF STORY BLOG**WARNING-ADULT CONTENT**

MAKING THE DEAL...http://apowerfrombeyond.blogspot.com/2006/02/making-deal-part-5.html

AND LEAD US NOT INTO TEMPTATION

WAITING BY THE WINDOW

2006-02-16T05:19:00.000-08:00

As I stand by the window

Watching the cars go by,

Waiting to hear if bells are ringing

I ask myself is today the day

My destiny will change

dedicated to the souls who taught me how to contemplate life

HEAVY HEART

2006-02-16T04:58:00.000-08:00

The other night I saw a vision, a vision I can only write about. I feel as my life is coming to an end and it’s time to confront the demons. I see my fate that I created. I pray I’m crazy as the fear is overwhelming, yet I have a sense of peace. I had the chance to love a man for many years the way I envisioned it, that seldom do souls find that happiness. If I can’t have his eternal love, I will love him for eternal life as he brought me joy and happiness and everything I wished for. Even if I’m not his only lasting soul mate, I will never be lonely for I have the ever lasting memories of my life and only the wonderful memories will survive, as I will not allow my demons to win. I am strong as my angels stand behind me placing armor on my shoulders, comforting me along the way. They teach me how to survive as I will need to fight for happiness and gain strength.

My love for you can never be replaced, within your soul I see your angels. I see your angels showing me the way, but I also see the demons, seducing me into their world. Only through you can they get to me, you held the power over me. I see in you the fear of death as you believe death is the end, it’s that fear that holds the demons within you. \

You have seen my demons come out and fight as I must be strong and fight back. I must also be feared that I too have power equally as strong but my weakness can be overpowering. I will not allow hell to win my soul by looking into your eyes, scaring me, making me always feel my heart heavy, because now I've won.

I found God and although I have to pay for my sins as I do everyday and throughout my life's journey's, I will always shine and never let pain in again.

BLANK STARE

2006-02-16T04:34:00.000-08:00

LISTENING TO THEIR WORDS LIKE MANY BEFORE THEM

THEY SEE A BLANK STARE

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A STARE OF BEWILDERMENT*_*HAVE YOU WALKED IN MY SHOES?

A PROTECTOR

2006-02-16T04:29:00.000-08:00

I NEED TO SLEEP BUT I CAN’T, I’M TO AFRAID OF WHAT I MIGHT DREAM, I NEED A PROTECTOR HERE TO WATCH OVER ME ,

I’M AFRAID TO STAY AWAKE FOR WHAT I SEE AROUND ME WITH MY EYES AND WITH MY THOUGHTS.

I NEED A PROTECTOR HERE TO HOLD ME AND SLOW DOWN MY HEART

IT’S RACING SO FAST